One year since I got over my addiction....

[StevenK]

this thread makes Jayden Jaymes very sad

No, Jayden Jaymes' uncle made Jayden Jaymes very sad.

 

[ki_atsushi]

Merc used to fill buckets each day with the the double barrel chorizo thunder crack, while watching Belladonna get freaky in the stinky with the likes of Rocco, Ferraro, Luigi and Wario. In a moth he would have an entire room filled with buckets like the sacrifice chamber in Prometheus, filled with the urns of xenomorph dna. Merc's dna, no different, had been known to attack communists and terrorists alike, face hugging them, before creeping into their carcasses and then chest bursting them. "You're... Already dead." it was say after tearing through human waste. But then he met the woman of his dreams at a roller derby death match. Belladonna was quickly forgotten, and the buckets left empty for years. Merc could have been the end of days, flooding this world with an unstoppable dna that would relentlessly scamper through every nook and cranny looking for earth beings to fuck to death, but one woman saved us.

Probably the best post ever, next to merc's own.

 

[Liquid Snake]

Rachel Roxxx is from San Antonio

 

[DevilRedeemed]

No, Jayden Jaymes' uncle made Jayden Jaymes very sad.

if that's true then it's pretty sad but I imagine quite common amongst porn actresses. kind of kills it a little for me.

 

[StevenK]

if that's true then it's pretty sad but I imagine quite common amongst porn actresses. kind of kills it a little for me.

Nah I just made that up, probably.

 

[Yodd]

Nah I just made that up, probably.

damnit!


/me puts away the lube...

 

[NeoSneth]

Most porn these days is pretty artificial and gross. That really helped me put it on hold.

 

[Dr Shroom]

Gay thread.

Too bad it wasn't about giving up being a koreaboo.

 

[ballzdeepx]

Most porn these days is pretty artificial and gross. That really helped me put it on hold.

Yup,
It's a race to the bottom, more filth than fluff these days. I cannot concede that it's "art" either, it's simply a meat grinder of young holes going in that get destroyed and spit out the other end.

 

[DevilRedeemed]

Nah I just made that up, probably.

haha

 

[DevilRedeemed]

xxx

 

[ki_atsushi]

Most porn these days is pretty artificial and gross. That really helped me put it on hold.

Amateur stuff is where it's at.

 

[galfordo]

this thread makes Jayden Jaymes very sad

Oh REAL NICE dude, Maury V. just fell back off the wagon.

I guess we'll see him again in about a year or so. Also, expect oil shortages and spikes in gas prices, as Maury goes through enough petroleum jelly to keep the Saudis buying Lambos and Ferraris like they're buying a loaf of bread.

 

[sylvie]

he probably just fucks 14 year old prostitutes now instead

 

[Taiso]

Congrats. man. I am glad to hear you felt you had a problem, corrected it and feel improved as a person for it.

Porn doesn't sound like a strange addiction at all. People can get addicted to/obsessive over anything to unhealthy levels and it leads to all kinds of depression and depressionl like symptoms, which is a very difficult thing. People that have never gone through depression don't understand; it's not just 'feeling sad'. It takes many forms. People respond to depression in many different ways and many times, it leads down dark paths to endless seas of vast emptiness where you just feel lost, unmotivated and unable to improve your circumstances.

I went through depression years ago and almost killed myself over it. So I don't take this thread lightly at all.

Well done.

 

[galfordo]

he probably just fucks 14 year old prostitutes now instead

 

[Gamefan]

Merc used to fill buckets each day with the the double barrel chorizo thunder crack, while watching Belladonna get freaky in the stinky with the likes of Rocco, Ferraro, Luigi and Wario. In a moth he would have an entire room filled with buckets like the sacrifice chamber in Prometheus, filled with the urns of xenomorph dna. Merc's dna, no different, had been known to attack communists and terrorists alike, face hugging them, before creeping into their carcasses and then chest bursting them. "You're... Already dead." it was say after tearing through human waste. But then he met the woman of his dreams at a roller derby death match. Belladonna was quickly forgotten, and the buckets left empty for years. Merc could have been the end of days, flooding this world with an unstoppable dna that would relentlessly scamper through every nook and cranny looking for earth beings to fuck to death, but one woman saved us.

I really miss Merc!

 

[HDRchampion]

So did you give up just watching porn or did you stop masturbating too? I dont think i can masturbate without porn.

 

[ballzdeepx]

So did you give up just watching porn or did you stop masturbating too? I dont think i can masturbate without porn.

Shit I remember only having bowflex commercials back in the day, this one time I ejacced at the same time it switched from the girl working out to the guy and there was no stopping the gravy train. Horrified with my timing, I started telling myself that it was a simple mistake, it meant nothing.

 

[Caliburn89]

Shit I remember only having bowflex commercials back in the day, this one time I ejacced at the same time it switched from the girl working out to the guy and there was no stopping the gravy train. Horrified with my timing, I started telling myself that it was a simple mistake, it meant nothing.

So did you buy a bowflex after that?

 

[Maury V.]

Thanks for the support, ya'll!

Without sounding gross maury, I'm in my early 30s but since I've been doing more gym and no porn at all I noticed my hard ons showing up as well out of no where and I completely tire out my gf in bed.

From my understanding, that's normal. Heh, if you're tiring her out, that's great for her.

It's the reason so many recovering addicts find Jesus, become obsessed with fitness or dive head first in to a hobby or a career. Addiction is an open electrical wire in your brain that needs an outlet to disperse.

I was already with Jesus but I later became obsessed with reading books, going to the gym often, and putting forth my sexual energy towards my video/media business.

Denying oneself changes a lot. Makes a person more aggressive.

This is true. I am aggressive but only in my work. I strive to be the best. My posture in walking has also changed. I appear stronger and I get a lot of respect from men and the ladies look at me like they want some.

this thread makes Jayden Jaymes very sad

She'll get over it. Besides:



Met Hitomi in Tokyo and had a great conversation with her. I knew she was a black belt in Gojo-Ryu so we did a few forms and took this picture. Woman can kick high.

Also met Anri Okita. Not gonna lie, I liked Anri way more and i've never seen her movies! She spoke English and we actually had a decent conversation. She quit the industry a month after this photo but she's doing WAY more outside of porn. She's a singer and an actress too. I like people that are versatile.

I went through depression years ago and almost killed myself over it. So I don't take this thread lightly at all.

Well done.

I didn't know I went through depression until after I stopped watching porn. Man, 8th grade was pretty crappy. It was something no 14-year-old should go through. In the black American community, depression and suicide is taboo for whatever reason. "Black people don't kill themselves" they say. Lee Thompson Young, Don Cornelius, and Ken Griffey, jr. would say otherwise (thankfully Griffey wasn't successful).

So did you give up just watching porn or did you stop masturbating too? I dont think i can masturbate without porn.

Both. I was with this one lady and I couldn't cum without the aid of porn. Was very embarrassing.

Oh yeah, I forgot to say with women, I don't act all anxious around them nor do I see them as objects. Getting disciplined wasn't easy but i'm happy to claim that I conquered this.

I have enough energy to wake up at 4:45-5 am to get ahead of people before I go to work. I'm dead serious about my video/media stuff taking off after Korea.

My student loans and car note has been paid off so i'm FREE. No wife, no kids, no girlfriend. I'm good.

Too bad it wasn't about giving up being a koreaboo.

The fuck's a Koreaboo?

 

[Dr Shroom]

porn is banned in worst korea so what were you going to do anyway
smh ssia fam

lol 50gb of porn isn't even much

 

[ballzdeepx]

So did you buy a bowflex after that?

Sadly no, I wanted a bowflex body but settled for some cheap knock off from wal mart.

 

[Caliburn89]

porn is banned in worst korea so what were you going to do anyway
smh ssia fam

lol 50gb of porn isn't even much

HD porn changed my life.

 

[norton9478]

I sucked dick for coke.
You ever suck dick for porn?