Mak on a personal note, let me just say this. I have given up on trying to help you. You are obviously different and don’t fit in to the conventional crowd. Without a mind altering experience you will never fit in with these people lives in any way shape or form. And that basically means you don’t share the same mentality, you don’t value the same things even if the things seem unethical or fair, that’s life dude, you’re different, accept it. You are going to need to find like minded people. Your dealing with people who have been spoiled and catered to all of there lives. There ignorant and they don’t care. They care about themselves and don’t have time for people that don’t fit in with there carefree driven lives. They care about money, sex and parties.
Do you know how to fit into any of these things and be socially accepted? I bet the answer is no and I am not trying to dog you. Which is why you need a mind altering experience. Anyways you need new friends that share the same mentality. Only then will new avenues open up to you. Good luck in the future.
Mak quotes.
I am the victim in the play. I do not serve God anymore but am an instrament of the Devil.
The road to Hell is paved with gold and I will take that gold and sink straight to the bottom of the abyss.
I have no more sad tales and no more reason for redemption.
My words may seem hollow and my inner self gone but revenge is my only course of action.
I will toss my story to the wind and even the gods will take notice of the deeds I have done.
The downtrodded will rise above the ashes to see a new world reborn to a better era.
The heavens rained down on me and drowned me in endless tear drogs of sadness for they knew that I no longer belived in them.
I am guilty of being misunderstood and the bane of an unforgiving world of conformity.