DracoBlade
Cham Cham's Banana
- Joined
- May 20, 2014
- Posts
- 161
My best friend took his life a few weeks ago. Twenty three y/o, shotgun.
The funeral was a great celebration of life and I gave a eulogy that made people laugh instead of cry and I thought that was that in terms of the vicious emotions that have been clawing at me but I broke down tonight without warning. I'm okay and mentally healthy/stable (in case people ask, thank you for concern : ) but wanted to hear if anyone else had experiences coping with this tragic, fucking, act. Just want to see how others dealt with it. Honestly don't know why I'm asking here but people have been only kind to me in the past and thought, oddly enough, this might be a good place to talk. Thank you.
The funeral was a great celebration of life and I gave a eulogy that made people laugh instead of cry and I thought that was that in terms of the vicious emotions that have been clawing at me but I broke down tonight without warning. I'm okay and mentally healthy/stable (in case people ask, thank you for concern : ) but wanted to hear if anyone else had experiences coping with this tragic, fucking, act. Just want to see how others dealt with it. Honestly don't know why I'm asking here but people have been only kind to me in the past and thought, oddly enough, this might be a good place to talk. Thank you.