Jesus Christ Mak, Alot of people have shit lives.
Both my parents died of cancer before i turned 25, they left me with nothing but funeral bills. I never went to college cuase my parents were too poor to send me and too ignorant to know about loans and grants. I practically have no family, I never spoke to none of them and neither did my parents. I have 3 brothers and only really started talking to one after my mom died when i was 21 and i just meet the other two for the first time in my life last year (i am 28 now)
So what i banged a few girls, even two at a time. In the long run it doesnt even matter, right now you got a fucked up perspective on life.
I have no advice to help you, this thread is long as shit so if it hasnt help you yet then maybe you just need to forget about bitches for awhile and concentrat on othe parts of your life. Take a break and try again later.