You fucken idiot! Whose fake account are you?
As for Makismo, some of the shit you posted in the first few pages was fucken sad as hell, if it was real. You sent in your picture and you look like a fucken prick, I'm sorry man but if you act like a fucken prick don't expect people to treat you better just cause you got some problems. I got nothing against you or anything but fuck it man, I suggest you either get professional help or hang yourself. Everyone has problems and terrible happenings in their life, but they are never solved by crying, whining or self induced depression.
Grab a mirror take a good look at your stupid looking self and ask yourself, "Do I deserve to live?" Seriously do this, and if all goes well you will say "yes" and understand that you are looking at life very, very, very wrong. Life is not education, money, class, woman, jobs, material things....its none of those. You must be happy, do you understand, YOU MUST BE HAPPY! That is the fucken purpose in our lives, to be happy. EVERYONE deep down inside, no matter what a prick you are wants to be happy. As soon as you feel unhappy change it, do not dwell on it man, change it. But if the answer is "no" then you must do what is necessary to bring peace to your soul. At least in death,...no one can laugh at you.