SonGohan said:
I'm not trying to start another retarded flamewar ORPHEUS, but it seems like every time I see your posts it's always attacking somebody.
Always.
Every once in a while I'll see you in the selling forums, but if you're outside of them you're almost always going at it with somebody. Granted, there are probably a few posts I haven't seen where you aren't, but I'm just talking about the ones I read. Why?
honestly, You are probably right.
To tell you the truth, I am not much of a computer person. I was talking to Ryan yesterday and I told him how hard it was for me to actually make a reply in this thread. For some reason paoting things on thins forum seems very tedious and unforfilling to me. The few times that I can bring myself to do it are when I feel there is something that really should be adressed (like here in this thread when a persons character is being attacked) or when I really need to make a post (tech or general question, selling, eyc.
My life right now has been so busy and hectic that those moments where i need to /can post are few and far between. while many here may think that i can spare hours a day on this forum i most definitely can't. over the past month or two I haven't even been able to access a computer much.
It's all really hard for me to explain really. some of it is that I find it hard to put my thoughts into words in an online post. I find myself spending too much time on one post cause I feel I am not getting my point across or that my wording is wrong and people may get the wrong meaning from it. also, alot of it is that i am growing older and as bitter sweet as it is many of my interests are changing so my motivation to do much of anthing online is next to nothing. I find it hard to reply to my PM's even.
To sum all the above boring crap up: I am really not a bitter person sitting over a computer hours on end taking my anger out on people on a forum. If I seem to come off that way, I'm sorry. I just find it hard to use the computer much and the few times i do post here it is because I want to address something as far as another persons opinion goes. I do try to post about neo related stuff whenever I can but even with that, I am trying to recondition my 2 slot cab so I can have friends come over an play some games a bit so i figure that playing these games that i own is a better thing to do with my time at hand than talking about them online while they sit there.
I better stop now. sorry if this reply is fragmented or hard to read. Just typing this response has taken me 25 minutes and I have gotten up to stretch and walk around ( I find it stressfull being hunched over this thing) a half a dozen times already. I think that is a sign that i should stop now. Later.