Do you really mean that and everytime you say those thing's about me that you are just kidding around with me?. You should put at least 1 or 2 emoticons or whatever they are called?.
I need a normal woman like beautiful and sexy and that they are able to take care of me because 2 disabled people can't be together because it just doesn't work that way.
I liked one girl named Rachel who has the same condition as me when I went to summer camp years ago and she found out that I had a crush on her because a friend of mine told her and she wanted to talk with me, once I came she and I were talking very nicely to each other and then all of a sudden she just yells at me for no reason in front of her friends and says to me "Why don't you leave me alone!" and she emarrassed the fuck out of me and I just left and went about my business elsewhere and I never bothered that mean bitch again after that. It wouldn't worked out anyway. I had a female helper or whatever they are called, Her name was Tammy and she was ultra hot! and after awhile she & I were very attched to one another and she always hungout with me too. I wasn't on a life support breathing machine when I was about 12 years old until I was about 20 back in 1998 when I got really sick and since my lungs got weaker and damaged from bactieral namonia (I can't spell that right)
which caused me to use a life support breathing machine and I lost alot of muscle strenght because I could not eat because I had a hard time breathing and my damn! step-mother didn't even give a shit about me and one day I was barely breathing from using a machine that had some liquid stuff that turns into mist to help my lungs and I had to use the machince about 3 times a day which exercise's my lung to stay strong. Well my real mother and sister arrived because they were visiting me like they promised on a Sunday and they saw me on the mist machine and once I was done my lips were turning blue which my mom noticed that I didn't look right and I had a hard time breathing and I was barely speaking and saying "Please put me back on the mist machine" and she did as I requested and my lips turned normal and she called 911 to get the paramedic's to arrive and when they arrived they were checking me out and my breathing was so bad that my lungs were full of white stuff since I was sick, it started in early May or 1998. anyways, The paramedic's put me on the gurney and I started to panic and I could not breathe and turning blue in my face and I pissed my pants before I stopped breathing and they had to rush me to the hospital and I was in the emergenacy room being revived and they had me in stable condition and I was in intensive care for about 2 months and ended up being trached in my throat before being released from the hospital. That was about 8 years ago.
Anyways, Tammy was so sad to see me leave summer camp to go home and the last thing she did was kiss me on the left side of my face before leaving. She liked me a whole lot but I was only 12 years old at the time and she was about 20 something and I was to young for her though. If I was older she and I would've been going out with each other then. She had a bikini on when she was helping me swim in the pool but she wore a black big T-shirt because she was very shy if men see her hot body. I got naked in the shower because I need a washing to be cleaned and she was in the same shirt too. I do have a photo of her standing behind me and several other people somewhere. I miss her but I know that I will never see her again in my lifetime. I came back to summer camp but she wasn't there this time and I met another hot! woman named Cassie and she to was 20 something and she gotten attached to me as well. So I have been around hot girls and women but that was a long long time ago.
Well I better stop talking now.
Let me know if I made any spelling errors?.
They gave me big boners, I was a horney kid at times which is normal and I liked girls my age and women too. I walk in on a woman taking a shower because I had to pee and she turned around and I she only covered he big boobies and I saw a nice bush on her vagina. Embarrassing isn't it but at least I saw a big nice bush on her though.
... there's still lots more to do in so-cal though... you can surf, ski, and buggy all in one day 
