So, tonight for leg day, I started with 100 reps of deadlifts. I'll say that again. I did a total of 100 reps of dead lifts, and THEN STARTED DOING LEGS. 10x10.
As with all workout routines, I make up my own hours before I actually step foot in the gym. Every good workout routine sounds like a great idea when I'm in the comfort of my own home. I pile on more and more, and as I write it up, I think to myself, "Wow, this is gonna be great! This is gonna make me grow!"
Then the moment of truth: I actually do it. And every time I do this, I think to myself how STUPID it is while I'm in the middle of it.
Tonight I started feeling bad for myself. I thought that this was a terrible idea, and I should quit. This whole weight lifting thing is stupid. But now that it's over, I am thankful for it. I look at myself, as vain as it may be, and think to myself: this is why I have the physique that I do (and I am NOT happy with it, yet). This is what motivates me to keep going. It takes hard work, and pain, and suffering to forge this physique with no drugs or supplements.
If you look on the television, and watch a movie with a person that has an impressive body, the average person cannot grasp just what kind of hell you have to put yourself through to make it happen.
This is for all of you that have no interest in using steroids. I am no dummy, I am well aware that roid users do have to work hard in the gym, too. But it's a plain and simple fact that it doesn't take as much work to get just as far (and farther) than a natty.
So, when you're suffering in the gym, don't ever feel sorry for yourself. It has to be terrible. It has to suck. Yes... lifting weights sucks. Anyone that says they like it must not be doing it right, because I think it's terrible. But the results outweigh the suffering. Don't feel sorry for yourself, and know that no matter what pain you're in, the outcome far outweighs the suffering.

