Anyone here goes to church regularly but feels empty?
I have been trying to go to church (my gramps own) regularly but I found myself in a horrible revelation about myself there (and most other churches as well)... I personally can't feel God's presents... it's like I am distant to what's going on inside... with the dull singing of songs that don't appel to me, it's just words to me... with the same old repetitive shallow reading of the scripture etc, it's just more words... it's like I don't feel anything in most places of worship and I feel guilty about it, this is something I keep to myself though.
BUT, at the same time I do feel something much much more significant when I leave... it's kina hard to explain I guess, but I feel a significant spiritual presents at times when I contemplate certain things in my life, like a guide, and it's not even like my conscience.
Probably when I get back I should start looking for another church... cause something is not right when you feel empty inside a building yet inside you thurst.