Tora Kouhi
Rugal's Secretary

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Pay close attention because this holds true to everyone.
Pay close attention because this holds true to everyone.
poo-poo kindergarden crap

I've fuckin had it with the English online society as a whole.
This is not directed to any individual or any messageboard. These are my thoughts on the English speaking society in general (yes I'm part of that society and it sucks now). Let me tell you that the people within this whole community are nothing but the dumbest, unappreciative, cocksucking, assking, and downright trifling fucktards in the world. This is not based on recent events, I been feeling this way for who knows how long.
I have done just about all I could do for this hell forsaken dump for English society. I've shown music which people used to enjoy, I've done sprtie rips and animations which some people liked but stupid kurakkaas always try to put me down. I've done drawings which people enjoyed but some of those people started trash talking them (the old ones that's). I used to be the best artist you ever seen. I could draw in different styles and mimic others at the time but now any thing I draw is almost shit because that part of my talent got taken away from 3 years ago on January 3, 2001 (a week before my fiance passed away) when I got caught in a drive by. Sad part about is I've taken many stab wounds and I've taken more gunshots than Tupac(both shootings) and Biggie put together (on separate occassions) and yet the shot to my right hand. The very hand that I do my drawing with was only one that wasn't a superficial wound. The shot got me almost in the middle of my palm. Today it's still hard to draw. I drew 4 pics and a couple were shitty but the other two were good and people had the oddasity to question my old shit. I did not make a choice to get shot that day. If you are such a good artist, have someone gun you down with one shot to your drawing hand. Hopefully if you survive, try to see how well your drawings are now. This has led me to treat the English online society, the same way SNK and Capcom and other vg companies treat the US Market. Show the non-English all my best of work while the English get the sometimes donkeyball sucking leftovers. If you've seen what I've done outside the English you'd be amazed.
My favorite society is the Hispanic society or English society not based on the US or England. I have no Hispanic blood whatsoever nor do I know the language well but at least I'm well respected and I feel like family there. Places like SpekSNK, Emulacity, Emuforos, Fightforever, many other Hispanic SNK communities, I am well known and respected over there because at least they don't treat me like a fucking criminal unlike some places in the English society. The English society is so fucked up that for example, and some places were I'm hated, there are people who are way more than a threat than I am said to be. For the time being, I'm smart lay low and polite and will give my 2 cents if necessary. But throw dirt in my face, and the beast is out. Better yet, the English society is so fucked up that msome people act like my prescene is a crime. It's like any other threat seems cool but it's World War III with me and they wonder why at times I act so crazy. Again not refering to just recent events but it's been like that for a long while. These people are so hypocritical that if I was right there under there damn noses and no one knows it's me then we get along just fine, no drama no trouble at all but when someone spills the beans then hell breaks loose. What kind of bullshit is that? When no one is aware of my prescence, we be drinking tea together. But when rumors get started, as I mentioned, world war 3. This is the reason use another identity in the first place. I don't use my new identity to start shit, I don't spam or go around flaming people at will. I blend in with the crowd and yet English society is too fucking stupid. Whatever good person I was at some places, some people ruined it by throwing dirt at me and they wonder why I act so crazy. That was the case when I was Tora Kouhi, under that name, I was an innocent little angel (a spitting image combination of two people I thought of as my heroes at the time, one who my account got the feistiness and toughness from since as myself I already that is in a university hopefully doing me proud getting a good education and the other were I as myself picked up my best habits such as politeness and all that stuff went and slammed the door in my face #-_-) who tried to befriend everyone but a bunch of people abused me for no reason and I tried so hard not to be the person people claim I am. I was no threat to anyone under that account. At least I got some people who don't give a fuck about who I am and stay with me trough thick and thin. To those I give shoutouts too.
LWK, Razial, nothingxs, Master Kusanagi, people from Golden Sun Realm who I treat as if they were my kids since they are still kids (I have been tempted to act Michael Jackonish on some of the boys there but 9 years age difference is a nono.), remukhan, ioriyagami, Shakespeare, harryboard, Yushiro (^v^), badkhan, angelfreak, yagami2k, branger, draco, Chuplayer, Devil Gans (I know it was when I got falsely accused for being involved in one of your crimes that shit went bad but I've learned to appreciate you nowadays), NooM, Boss1x, J-Man, SiccxDegree, and many more. I wonder what became of icewind asamaiya (I hope I see him again), and then there is Syafrizal (who Mina misses dearly. Hell, Mina wrote the intro poem in our site and I made the midi. Ya'll remember when I use to bless the place with my famous midis?) to all of you I say thanks.
But to the English society in general, I say fuck you and fuck off.
Too sleeply for a poem/song today but the next entry will have 2 (Mind keeps on slipping and C.U.N.T.)
assking
oddasity
Tora Kouhi said:see this is the exact shit I'm talking about.
now this is modesty...I used to be the best artist you ever seen.
I used to be the best artist you ever seen.

It's got to be Bengus...(CRMK/Ikeno?)Mushiki said:Akiman, Is that you?
BarfHappy said:now this is modesty...
i d be glad to see the best artist i ve ever seen's artwork.
because i have seen really really talented people when i was working as CG support artist for etoile (japanese company).
go on, amaze me.