Solitude=
*Time to better understand myself and not be bothered with having to explain my different ways of seeing/doing things to the masses who wouldn't get it anyway. 90% of my gaming is also done alone.
Social=
*When I need to be around others, to laugh and talk shit from time to time in the real world, and from alliances with ppl who's smarts or position may one day save my life, or help start a Guerrilla Cabal to fight internal would be oppressors. 10% of my gaming is with ppl.
Anomaylic Warrior=
*YES I know an "Anomaly" is a THING as someone in here pointed out to me... but no matter how civilized I try to be, my inner self loves combat, reading it... studying the art of war... regards a man's given word to be honored, and laws to end with justice. Most ppl don't care one way or the other anymore as long as they've got a place to stay, a girl to boff, and some beer in the fridge. Not so with me. I'm a man who's principles and zest for combat with a formidable foe is from the past... My aims are for a future that meshes the past with tomorrow... and I merely distract myself in the present awaiting the next decisive moment when the world will again need men of honor, courage, valor and the brute strength of the Mad Grizzly Bear. Thus I am a warrior in a time with no war to fight (excluding the spiritual war within)... an anomaly... Not understood by the masses, but still needed in a time of crisis, as ppl always call on me when in trouble or my way of thinking/doing things that's generally an annoyance to them, suddenly is an asset to get things done. OF course if I don't know you and something must be done, (I've had a few ppl in my time come to me for help who had heard how I am with ppl... a ppl person who stays away from ppl 80% of the time for his own sanity), then I charge them or take something in trade for my services. Like the time I righted the wrong of a girl who was raped... and I arranged for the crime to meet the punishment for the rapists whom the girl knew. The law failed her, but justice was done. That particular time was done free of charge on chivalristic principle, cause no REAL man has to rape a woman, only a gutless little shit.
That's my story. 80% Solitude like a bear, cause it's what I am. 20% Social because like it or not I must live amongst mostly gutless ppl in our generation, and have to have some fun. I just tend to long for days when men had honor, a man's word meant something, people had rights and not punks who would defile it and then the ppl are punished for defending their honor and what's theres. That's the world we all came from, and it's supossed civilization that's turned it all around making anyone standing up for a principle to be wrong. I will never advocate senseless killings, or ppl hurting others... but by GOD a man should still be a man, and a woman should have respect if she carries herself with it.
[ December 31, 2002: Message edited by: MegaDrive 20XX ]
[ December 31, 2002: Message edited by: MegaDrive 20XX ]</p>