Mark of the Wolves said:
Katja is quite awesome. I mean the Playboy bunnies are hot...just not slutty hot like some pornstars. I'd rather be an pornstar maybe one of the internet ones.
Only real advantage Hefner has is all that damn money. He's rich bitch.
#1> Well I've always been one that hates Playboy because they don't go for the
xXxtreme. Who wants to see nekkid chicks who aren't really doing anything but sitting around in suggestive positions? I used to laugh at ppl who said they picked up Playboy for the articles... then I actually started reading the articles of Alvin Toffer and really did read the articles. If the hot playmate isn't showing pink or letting me know what she wants (figuratively speaking since none of us are getting up in those women... it's pure fantasy) then I'm not interested. *Kind of reminds me of why I never did the deed (save a BJ here or two) until I was 20. Because I'd tell the chicks,
"Don't be a cock tease now. If you get naked, you're getting fucked." This way they knew up front what I'd expect so there was never any room for cry of rape. And that's how I see those Playboy Playmates. They're the photographical equivalent of a girl who takes you to the edge, you're both nekkid, your cocks hard and ready to dig tunnels, you're breathing is heavy... heavy petting begins, kissing AND THEN...
"I don't think this is the right time. I want us to be special, let's just wait awhile." That shit happend to me once and I had to keep myself in the most control I've ever known to not go full tilt. That's why I'd let em' know up front, no bullshit.
Thus to this day if I'm going to engage in voyeuristic fantasy be it in magazines, the Internet, DVD Porn whatever... it's not different than how I approached things in the past for real. SEX like life is supposed to be this
Intense/xXxtreme thing that pushes a person to the edge, anything less than that and it's a waste of time, might as well be watching nothing in particular on TV. Thus I'm more of a
Hustler fan over Playboy, and Katja just represents how hot a chick can be.
#2> A man doesn't have to have millions to be happy. As long as one is comfortable with where they are and is in constant search of THE EDGE, or more Juice... it's all good.
Electroman said:
He's probably going to Hell for the most sinful lifestyle outside of murderous dictators.
Naaah, I've only ever engaged in some odd stuff (mostly before being saved, though what me and my wife does is fine in the eyes of GOD, and scripture can back that one up.) and in my boredom with every day hum drum bullshit, even with doing things my own way by the seat of my pants... I unfortunately have a voyeurism affliction. I'm still seeing a therapist about it. I'll actually go a long while without looking at smut and then all the sudden have a marathon. From what I've been told I suffer from issues of an imprisoned soul. My natural personality is one of a very domineering and conqueror nature. Hence why I at a subconscious level automatically do the most, think the most, and live out the most xXxtreme thing, and am confrontational to boot, meaning I never back down, shit gets started I go for broke. Medication really doesn't do much, I generally build up an immunity to it within a month or two and it's more mind over matter. I actually have to think about not thinking 8 times out 10 in order to calm down enough to sleep. The sleep aide only does about 10% of the work. My mind just never winds down totally, thus I'm always searching for the next EXTREME thing. It's not neccessarily about Porn or things of that nature, it extends to all things. The doc says it's all anchored to the fact my persona in our current day and age is just too different most others. Thus I'm not joking when I say I'd have been better off a Brave on the warpath, a Barbarian Warrior who's trade was warfare and died a bloody death, or a mountain man/gunslinger. Instead I have to be amongst some of the most girly man pulsed ppl around, and where there is a border for everything. Thus the Internet is the last frontier since ain't none of us ever getting to the moon let alone Mars.
Wes said:
If you believe in that crap anyway.
You see
WES gets it. *When I talk about things generally of a sex related nature, I'm either remembering things done before I met the woman who became my wife, or it's just me venting and partaking in voyeuristic fantasy no different than the next swinging dick. My first post was more of a joke than to be taken seriously. Sure, it's how I think things should be again... a world where a man must become a man and protect his homestead, hit the war path from time to time and collect the spoils of war, but it's far from my daily life. That's what's in my mind and nothing more. Doesn't mean I don't hold ppl to EXTREME standards though. Because personally I loathe the whole "Patty Cake" nature of things on a global scale. It be one thing if ppl were sincere in that nature, but it's not. People want to be seen as scrupulous good but are either thinking or doing things just as bad when no one is looking. The only difference with me is that I don't claim to be perfect, and everytime I try to be I'm fucked up for months when I finally do fall from something I cannot attain without having entrusted my soul to Jesus who came and died for dumb fucks like me who have good intentions but always seem to foul things up somewhere. It's through faith that anything is possible, not works. Though I try, I always fail just like the next guy. Thus if things do not turn out as I really do believe then I guess it was just another dissapointment in life, but you see I don't believe that. Actually with a daugther on the way I have changed more towards the better already. I'm actually mellowing out on a regular (offline basis), but I'm not going to lie about the restlessness in my overmind either.
GK
Uh... why?
