syringe said:
You don't have OCD.
You have OCD and schitozphrenia and w/ a little fecalphelia thrown in as well
give me your phone number and we'll talk all about it
roker said:
is this the "what's wrong with me" thread?
Because seriously, some of you need to shut the fuck up and find a way to enjoy life
I think everyone is "fucked"
there is no NORMAL
that being said, I have anxiety problems
Its stuff like this that really gets on my last nerve. Its not that easy and it will never be.
Haha no way man. Its not like you could understand unless you are truly there.
I can wake up in a perfect mood and notice the slighest thing and it can be a problem. Every day is a brand new day, some days are alot easier, while some days are so piss loaded with anxiety, one would rather sleep them through.
Its not that we dont enjoy life, my life is pretty damn good, but its not something you really can control. You can't control the thoughts that come into your mind and you can't understand the way they are unless you experience them yourself. *you may understand this with your anxiety situation, my condolences*
This is the thing some of you dudes don't fucking understand, its not either black or white in our heads, its every color outside of those two and the shades in between.
I notice some things others would never notice, stupid shit that I am aware is nuts. I say to myself 'okay this is stupid', but it doesnt matter how many times I do because its relentless. This may sound whacked out, but in certain situations it gives me advantages. Thats damn rare tho and never useful in reality.
Idiots like scanline and other spammers would say 'OMG meds solve everything', but the fact is that they don't and I would rather deal with my shit head on then get some altered sense of reality, fuck up my brain chemistry permanently and have such a high dosage to stay even partially normal. I always wanna be me, through the good and bad times..
Also, dr's would gladly prescribe meds that arent meant for certain people to cash in. Its a fucking joke. ADD and ADHD are perfect examples of bullshit. If you guys have kids diagnosed with that shit and you medicate them, you are pretty much fucking them mentally and not realizing it. Its a scam and its a real problem.
My life is really good, but I'd rather cope with the therapy methods offered through simple sites then be a fucking medicated zombie who is happy for eight months, relapses into this shit like being reborn satans wing. When that happens the anxiety is near panic attack level.
Its so complicated. My grandmother has it also, and she loves things to be 'a certain way', shes a compulsive checker and has that same anxiety, she just hides it really well. Most of us do, and we do because other people don't get what results from there own actions. Or what if they find it out and expose it like its some joke?
That syringe dude is a perfect example of what I fucking hate about people and there bad beliefs about this stuff, the 'everyone is a expert' mentality and 'the perfect answer' concoctions that everyone without the disorder offers. I know this shit because my mother would tell me 'to stop worrying' throughout my childhood, I couldn't help it though and I think it would be of healthy benefit to raise more awareness on this shit then call me or anyone crazy.
Even if its a joke, its really offensive because you are commenting on something you don't have experience personally in to make judgments.
