Buro Destruct said:
Merc is a genius, one of the few long-winded posts of his I actually read in it's entirety.
I live in what people would (and do) call an affluent (predominately)white neighborhood. To hazard a guess I'd say my high school class was probably 10-15% black, so I have a larger sampling that broken's example. Now, to hazard another guess, I'd say a good 85% of these black kids were of the "fried chicken eating, ebonics speaking, hip hop listening thugs and skeezers" archetype. I'm not trying to be insulting, but thats just how they projected themselves to each other and to the world. Many of them did poorly in school on PURPOSE, and prided themselves on that fact.
I'm all for racial equality, world peace, blah blah blah, but seriously, I can't be expected to constantly foster positive race-relations (as an "affluent white person") when these people have such mind-numbingly self defeating behaviors.
I thought it'd be a good idea to post in this thread because I've made some
pretty racist posts over the years I've been here.
I quoted Buro because I come from the same situation. I've, for the most part,
always lived in an enviroment, "suburbia" if you will, that fostered pretty big
racial biases and being raised in the south doesn't help matters much.
I love being southern, but not to break away from the post - I've always been
around and had money, my friends had money, blah blah blah. We've also been
raised with a certain viewpoint about african-americans. Mostly that they are
lazy, greasy, uneducated and pretty disgusting.
Some of you may find this offensive, but even though I know that isn't the case,
I still go along with it and it's never far from my mind, nor my friends minds.
It's sort of looked at like this:
You've got
A) African-americans
and
B) Niggers
You also have white trash, but since you never really see much of it where I've
grown up (even though Memphis has three of the poorest zip codes in the US),
even though it's there - you just stay away from it.
From the time I was little, it was always private schools until I reached high
school, and I wanted to try something different. I hadn't really noticed racism
until I switched, and even then it was a county school and not a city school.
Everyone, including my parents, told us to keep out of the city and that the
city schools were full of uneducated blacks that wanted to rob and kill us.
We shook it off, but over the course of 4 years they tried to intergrate the
school systems and sure enough - when the blacks came in, everything went
to hell. I graduated right before it happened and as soon as my brother went
this year, they arrested 11 people (all black) for gang fights.
I say all this in sort of a jumbled way, because in my head it all adds up to
where I am now, but it might not make sense to any of you.
You just sort of know you have this racial problem, but you don't really change
your mind because it's just with you.
I tried dating a black girl to see if that would work and it lasted about 2 weeks
just long enough for me to see her in her home enviroment and for my parents
to find out at which point it would have ended anyway.
Racism just stays in the back of your mind, and as much as you'd like to think
differently, it stays all the same.
I also tried working in a black enviroment to try and break myself of it, but
they just kept pointing out how different I was, and how I should "open"
my eyes because I was some suburban white kid trying to "take over" their
enviroment. My parents quickly pulled the plug.
It's the first time I'd ever heard the word "uppity" and it's the first time I'd
ever learned what "Uncle Tom" was because someone told me if I said that,
they'd get the point. I didn't get what point until I said it out of anger because
of the uppity thing. They just sort of sat there and they must have known I
didn't know what it meant, because they told me what it meant and didn't
really offer a reaction.
It didn't ever seem like they wanted me to learn about blacks and the differences
and ways they live and act, and they didn't seem very interested in me either.
I got to college and it just made itself even more apparent.
I'm in the Greek System and we had to sit through this meeting where the Inter -Frat council was asked about racial intergration in the Greek System.
All the white frats said that they were making efforts and they had a few black
members and they were trying to get more. The black frats (only two) whined
about not having enough power and said they wouldn't intergrate because
they didn't think it was a "good" idea.
I think that's bullshit.
The only african-americans I see here are the lazy, loud, dirty, blinged out, ebonics
using ones that I've seen everywhere I've ever been.
The point of all this shit was to say that even though we know there is a difference - most of the time we don't see it. All you hear about is whining about racial equality, but you never see attempts to be equal on both sides, they just want
it all.
I get pretty worked up about the "equality" issue, because it's not really fair to
anyone else but them.
You label a bar "black only" and nobody complains.
You label a bar "white only" and you've got more trouble than you know what
to do with.
Where's the equality in that?
Race card? What the fuck is that?
NAACP? Holy shit, you better bow down or they'll kill you in a wave of publicity.
I don't hate blacks, I just don't really understand them.
Edit: I'm also Jewish.
Your people were oppressed for labor and you want to bitch?
Guess fucking what, hotshot.
Mine were oppressed twice, and once was in an oven baking.